I prayed for health and as time went by I saw that my prayers were not answered. My memories became an anthrax and all I could do was hurt people more. Erotic dreams became more and more forceful until one day a haunting story in Playboy filled the awareness of a performer, then an amateur. Did I create a Teenage Dream which filled your awareness? I built on this dream until I realized that my actions were not my own…

This was a pathetically bizarre love, but within our hedonistic love there was a glimmer of a virtuous love.

The parable of the dragnet
Matthew 13:47 ‘Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a dragnet cast into the sea that brings in a haul of all kinds. 48 When it is full, the fishermen haul it ashore; then, sitting down, they collect the good ones in a basket and throw away those that are no use. 49 This is how it will be at the end of time: the angels will appear and separate the wicked from the just 50 to throw them into the blazing furnace where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

February 7, 2018
…my actions were not my own…
What if they were (!from!) HaShem Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh?

February 26, 2018
Possession is Nine Points of the Law
“We only give this to people who listen.” What is seen by a performer in the context of a performance is a possession of the performer.
“We kill whatever we see.” Does Matthew 13:47-50 allow this?

December 31, 2017
H. sapiens has always shown a thrill in victory and an agony in defeat. Incontrovertible evidence exists of men and women attempting the impossible on the basis of a dare or bet.

Victory can be achieved in may ways: beauty, wealth, loyalty, the longevity and extent of an empire or victory based on historical triumphs.

As revealed above, I am subject to those beautiful because of the close proximity of immortal 22 year old H. sapiens. Our present society also considers the twenties to be a desirable age, even though beauty has a darker side.

For a long time now I have witnessed such insult to beautiful women that until my character changes I know that I do not know how to socially interact with any woman. (The hell you say!)

Where is my self esteem? Where is my victory?
Am I to become an old fatso that lives like a roach?
I. The Letters to the Churches of Asia
6. Philadelphia
Revelation 3:7 ‘Write to the angel of the church in Philadelphia and say, “Here is the message of the holy and faithful One who has the key of David, so that when He opens, nobody can close, and when He closes, nobody can open: 8 I know all about you; and now I have opened in front of you a door that nobody will be able to close—and I know that though you are not very strong, you have kept my commandments and not disowned my name. 9 Now I am going to make the synagogue of satan—those who profess to be Jews, but are liars, because they are no such thing—I will make them come and fall at your feet and admit that you are the people that I love. 10 Because you have kept my commandment to endure trials, I will keep you safe in the time of trial which is going to come for the whole world, to test the people of the world. 11 Soon I shall be with you: hold firmly to what you already have, and let nobody take your prize away from you. 12 Those who prove victorious I will {make} into pillars in the sanctuary of my God, and they will stay there for ever; I will inscribe on them the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem which comes down from my God in heaven and My own new name as well. 13 If anyone has ears to hear, let him listen to what the Spirit is saying to the churches.”

To continue to struggle against vengeance and hate is sufficient for victory.

Happy New Year 2018!

Thank you for another year Jesus Christ!

January 2, 2018
Luke 4:23 But He replied, ‘No doubt you will quote Me the saying, “Physician, heal yourself” and tell Me, “We have heard all that happened in Capernaum, do the same here in your own countryside”’. 24 And He went on, ‘I tell you solemnly, no prophet is ever accepted in his own country. 25 ‘There were many widows in Israel, I can assure you, in Elijah’s day, when heaven remained shut for three years and six months and a great famine raged throughout the land, 26 but Elijah was not sent to any one of these: he was sent to a widow at Zaraphath, a Sidonian town. 27 And in the prophet Elisha’s time there were many lepers in Israel, but none of these WAS cured, except the Syrian, Naaman.’ 28 When they heard this everyone in the synagogue was enraged. 29 They sprang to their feet and hustled him out of the town; and they took him up to the brow of the hill their town was built on, intending to throw him down the cliff, 30 but he slipped through the crowd and walked away.

The Washington Post is leading the production of detailed data about President Trump’s actions. Will their work be silenced or discredited? Will all of the news sources be characterized as chameleons?

February 17, 2018
March 2, 2018
Psalm 54:1 God, hear my prayer, do not hide from my petition, 2 give me a hearing, answer me, I cannot rest for complaining. I shudder 3 at the enemy’s shouts, at the howling of the wicked; they bring misery crashing down on me, and vent their fury on me.

Proverbs 21:29 The wicked man assumes an air of confidence, the honest man gives his own conduct careful thought.
Is conduct examined on high Holy Days?
Is conduct examined each Sunday?
Is conduct examined every day?
What if conduct was examined before a significant step was taken?
What if conduct was examined each second?
What if conduct was examined each nanosecond?
What if we could develop a city so approved by the Triune God that it would need no judgement!
Would our walk not only be watchful, but in @line@ with the Triune God’s corrections?

Proverbs 18:3 When wickedness comes, contempt comes too, and, with disgrace, dishonor.
There is plenty of contempt in my sphere. Some of it spurs initiative, and I hope to discern what is based in wickedness.
Wickedness plants disgrace (all too well in the modern computer age) and engineers the verb dishonor:
a : to treat in a degrading manner
b : to bring shame on

Matthew 4:1 Then Jesus was led by the Spirit out into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. 2 He fasted for forty days and forty nights, after which He was very hungry, 3 and the tempter came and said to Him, ‘If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to turn into loaves’ 4 But He replied, ‘Scripture says: “Man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of God”’. 5 The devil then took Him to the holy city and made him stand on the parapet of the Temple. 6 ‘If you are the Son of God’ he said ‘throw yourself down; for scripture says: “He will put you in his angels’ charge, and they will support you on their hands in case you hurt your foot against a stone”’. 7 Jesus said to him, ‘Scripture also says: “You must not put the Lord your God to the test”’. 8 Next, taking Him to a very high mountain, the devil showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. 9 ‘I will give you all these’ he said ‘if you fall at my feet and worship me.’ 10 Then Jesus replied, ‘Be off, Satan! For scripture says: “You must worship the Lord your God, and serve him alone.”’ 11 Then the devil left Him, and angels appeared and looked after Him.

119 “It is the task of exegetes to work, according to these rules, towards a better understanding and explanation of the meaning of Sacred Scripture in order that their research may help the Church to form a firmer judgement. For, of course, all that has been said about the manner of interpreting Scripture is ultimately subject to the judgement of the Church which exercises the divinely conferred commission and ministry of watching over and interpreting the Word of God.”

The spread of true and false news online.

The pope’s social media ministry takes off.

Messages World Communications Days

Thank you Jesus Christ!

March 22, 2018
There are times when pearls are hard to resist.

March 25, 2018
Some are pearls, some of us are pussies.