look all you want

She is the love of my life blooming anew, bringing joy to her husband again and again.
She is strong, capable, and fought for.
But she is controlled and longs for release.

I feel the stroke, the blood leak into my brain bringing a cold pool to the top of my skull.
I feel the heart arrhythmia and am afraid to sleep.

Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
It must have been something you said
I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
I keep looking for something I can’t get
Broken hearts lie all around me
And I don’t see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle
Who would’ve thought that a [monkey] like me could come to this?
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
It must’ve been something you said
I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
It must’ve been some kind of kiss
I should have walked away, I should have walked away
Is there any just cause for feeling like this?
On the surface I’m a name on a list
I try to be discreet but then blow it again
I’ve lost and found, it’s my final mistake
She’s loving by proxy, no give and all take
‘Cos I’ve been thrilled to fantasy one too many times
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
It must’ve been something you said
I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms tonight
It must been some kind of kiss
I should have walked away, I should have walked away
It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it’s over the moment has gone
I followed my hands not my head, I knew I was wrong
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms
Oh I, I just died in [Shannen’s] arms

(John 9:24 LITV)
Then a second time they called the man who was blind, and they said to him, Give glory to God. We know that this man is a sinner.
(John 9:25 LITV)
Then he answered and said, Whether He is a sinner, I do not know. One thing I do know; that being blind, now I see.
(John 9:26 LITV)
And they said to him again, What did He do to you? How did He open your eyes?
(John 9:27 LITV)
He answered them, I told you already, and you did not hear. Why do you wish to hear again? Do you also desire to become disciples of Him?
(John 9:28 LITV)
Then they reviled him and said, You are a disciple of that One, but we are disciples of Moses.
(John 9:29 LITV)
We know that God has spoken by Moses, but this One, we do not know from where He is.
(John 9:30 LITV)
The man answered and said to them, For there is a marvel in this, that you do not know from where He is, and He opened my eyes.
(John 9:31 LITV)
But we know that God does not hear sinful ones, but if anyone is God fearing, and does His will, He hears that one.
(John 9:32 LITV)
From the beginning of the age it was never heard that anyone opened the eyes of one having been born blind.
(John 9:33 LITV)
If this One was not from God, He could not do anything.
(John 9:34 LITV)
They answered and said to him, You were born wholly in sins, and do you teach us? And they threw him outside.
(John 9:35 LITV)
Jesus heard that they threw him outside, and finding him, He said to him, Do you believe into the Son of God?
(John 9:36 LITV)
And he answered and said, Who is He, Lord, that I may believe into Him?
(John 9:37 LITV)
And Jesus said to him, Even you have seen Him, and He speaking with you is that One.
(John 9:38 LITV)
And he said, I believe, Lord! And he worshiped Him.
(John 9:39 LITV)
And Jesus said, I came into this world for judgment, that the ones not seeing may see, and the ones seeing may become blind.
(John 9:40 LITV)
And those of the Pharisees who were with Him heard these things, and said to Him, Are we also blind?
(John 9:41 LITV)
Jesus said to them, If you were blind, you would have no sin. But now you say, We see; therefore, your sin remains.

I now know beyond a shadow of a doubt that these gods have no power over me.

Your Word Is a Lamp to My Feet (modeL Psalm 119)
(modeL Saguaro MIDDLE CLASS shipd.txt)
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Why are all of you trying to hold us back?!

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A ranter who in the end thanks joyfully.

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